True ?

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Here, I write about someone who gave spirit to me, when I got trouble. She's always there when I was in trouble. She is someone who has a strong character but without covering the essence of herself as female. if I'm daydreaming and got dreaming at night, she suddenly came into my mind. I'm confused. why the shadow of her comes into my mind? though, I and she was just a friend. This is what I feared. A few years ago, I had a relationship with someone who I thought was special. it was beautiful, but painful. I do not know what happened to me. feel the beauty when it turns out to feel the pain behind it. And now I'm confused, I got a felling but I do not want to fall again. I'm with Allah SWT and I do not want to ruin the her chastity. And I think she is too sacred for me. she's too good, and and has an inner beauty that is inappropriate with me. then I pray to Allah and ask for a small request. I prayed "Ya Allah, if I'm not for her and she's not for me, then keep me away from her and give me strength to forget her" and it turns out, I felt her getting closer to me. I'm more confused. then I tried again to pray to Allah to give guidance if indeed he is an angel who will accompany my life. then, when I fell, I prayed, "Ya Allah, if she is an angel from You then she ask to me about my condition now ". It turns out,  suddenly she sends short message service to ask what happened to me. And my prayer that occur repeatedly but it happened again and again . I'm more confused. But I give a decisive conclusion that Allah will gives the best way for you and me. And hopefully it best for me and you, Because we are still in high school and let love in silence talk in the future, it really is not, wind? :)